WAIT LORD OF THE GAME NOTIFS ARE BACK

damn, list feed still busted tho but threads are back !

the negation of relative banality is insightful too, like nobody likes you need not imply active dislike, and it could even account for “stronger” emotions of positive valence, leaving a gap

i had this open in my composer and forgot to post oops

the literal meaning of “nobody” is awe-inspiring tbh

the corporeal emphasis is crazy off the rip, implying this visceral tangibility no bodies, not even one’s own, and no reason this had to be limited to human or even animal bodies (eg. celestial bodies)

blink-182 said “nobody likes you when you’re 23” and that’s true (but not victimizing [see “ones own]) i’m 24 now though

denials bootcamp (csh go-live)

i don’t want to be anyone when i grow up

of course it was always a metaphor of some sort but i’m averse to even entertaining the thought these days

had the thought wondering whether i’m futur for someone, the obvious answer being yes in some ways, no in others

the yeses are comforting and i love you too

the nos arent discouraging, his distinctness is beautiful

i haven’t liked the smells i’ve been exposed to lately

kasey was very right about “you will sleep 3 hours then do personal time clawback activities” even tho i don’t really want her to be

she had a much more quippy phrase but it escapes me rn

i missed futur

far and away the best meow2er at this point

that post was about em but only bc futur left for cigs and never came back

mine

i first read this as “when i was a little” and thought we were getting futur regressor lore

honey i’m home

2 weeks of this is gonna be not so fun i think

25,000 charges on the filer…

all respectfully waiting 30 seconds in line before logging an error

molly🐣

lol she asked me to sit next to her today, cute

i was already settled and she came up to me all spritely

why would you need thread context with the reply button? you should only be replying to yourself

mary had a post a while ago when she realized that the reply button on videos took you to the thread, idk why i’m thinking about that lol

there simply must be a better route to this room

up and down and inside out again

i probably need new shoes but i don’t want to

i washed my hair but didn’t fix it this morning

i fell asleep with the pdf for untimely meditations open on my phone lol

i’m still really tired, i’ve been sleeping really deeply even without drowsy meds

i don’t wanna go back today

i much much preferred old underscores

it’s the new wave of the present ! :/

i fell asleep basically immediately after kasey left

i should be responsible and go back to bed, i’m tired anyway

this was ambitious for a 12 hour day

rest a bit, see where it goes

yea that’s about right

gig economy catering

coworker to me after a relatively mundane reaction: “i think that’s the most ive ever seen you emote” i’m a very different person at work

obligatory