no downside at this point, i’m already peeing so much

i read this in the cadence of a voice training exercise heat from fire / fire from heat pee from tea / shit from coffee

tea is cool and all but why does it make me pee so much

girls when they’re no longer dehydrated

radfem nietzsche

@kasey.cafe your appropriation of nietzsche would go so hard

i don’t have music taste any more :/

ohhh yeah, when i do listen to HN that’s usually my preferred mode (too weak to raw dog it, so instead i give my normie shit more texture)

(i don’t know what HN is and at this point im too afraid to ask)

it’s actually (a surprisingly narrow range of tracks)

you can make your own noise music out of non-noise music :3

me explaining the holy trinity to my kids

it’s extremely funny or ig would be if there weren’t hordes of them consolidated into one room called the american electorate

where my intellectually unserious boutique pronoun users at ⁉️ 🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️

yeah i’ve been waiting for you to post feet so i could use this bit

my archive has dates 🙏 u were just posting claws uwu iirc the caption was something about being self conscious about spider fingers and everyone in the comments was horny for you (whats new)

yea i missed it the last few times z.z

I'm hands fetish, but it makes me feet fetish...lol

this is us (friends) :3

this is a dlc metaphor i haven't unlocked yet sorry

oh fuck they hit me with the history is contingent and open attack - a critical blow. with the last of my strength, i gather the will to retort:

Men make their own history, but they do not make it as they please; they do not make it under self-selected circumstances, but under circumstances existing already, given and transmitted from the past. The tradition of all dead generations weighs like a nightmare on the brains of the living.

you have outwitted me in the marketplace of ideas D;

however i bet you weren't ready for this one: 'happy' in the original post was actually just an amateurish translation of 'eudiamonia' so my point still stands >:)

LOL ily, tyyyy if i weren't on bsky rn i would tell you my shrink horror stories uwu

yea i appreciate it <3 and don't get me wrong i'm not disagreeing bc im upset, was just kinda using it as grist for my mill to think through things you mean a lot to me and im thankful you think and care about me

yea but if i keep focusing on that i'll just never move on. i either have to tolerate work better somehow, or push through it, or idk what else. but i'm fucked like this idk. maybe i'm just really sensitive to stress, or maybe it's this particular job, i have no idea, not nearly enough data :/

like objectively its not that much right? maybe it is? i have no idea. it obviously makes me deeply unhappy. but i knew it would going in, it's labor. i just don't know how temporary or contingent an issue this is, or if i just need to become more resilient bc my element is weak to work type pokemon

idk its not even like sadness per se, it's more like lack of purpose. i have all sorts of drives but lack the temporal and psychological resources to cultivate them properly into powers and creations in the way i'd like - and as a result i become demotivated from pursuing them.

in which case maybe the solution is, suck it up, get good, try anyway. which yea fair enough - i'm overstating the issue and i'm trapping myself to an extent.

the other solution is to say that the diagnosis is incorrect - i don't need purpose, i need momentum, i need distraction. spend time with your gf you fucking dummy, that makes you happy, that gives you some semblance of meaning.

been there done that

i'd be even more disappointed with myself if i allowed myself to be reduced to a state where cognitive behavioral therapy could improve my mood

i'm not happy and i won't ever be

too many sufficient conditions for displeasure

russian sounds so cool, i wish more games had VAs for different languages

i just want it all to show up immediately, if there isn't a setting for it i'm just constantly double-clicking so i'm not waiting for text to appear (but maybe i'm just inpatient)

is there anyone that actually likes having the text slowly crawl across the text box in VNs?

we know, and we all love you anyway hate the sin not the sinner ❤️

imagine if this post was about ohio

critical support for the guy in destiny’s chat that typed “racial [sexual] preference is the same as gender preference”

pansexuals 🤝 modern day klansmen

what’s up?

ew

i have a total of 5 karma and my comments are comprised of: - cringe overwatch - poor answers to “how do i do x software thing” - promoting my manga scans - this (why was i engaging with reddit “socialists” at all?)