hey kasey :3 <3 ilyily

you're really throwing a wrench in my ascetic food intake plan with this whole leaf water thing

if someone were to initiate degradation play with me i would simply shrivel up and die on the spot soft dom is peak tho

you're literally her (i would be emotionally destroyed [hot])

if it's so tight i start crying.... you wouldn't say this to me, would you? 🥺

me and who

this vn is literally insane lmao

im just sitting here sipping tea and listening to 7 year old lofi while dispassionately playing my japanese porn slideshow (and its slowly curing my depression)

they should do a study where they give people a standardized test from their major 10 years after graduating and see if the scores correlate with earnings (or GPA for that matter)

with distance and reflection, i appear pretty

maybe a small coffee mug if we’re lucky

my anxiety attacks are a lot less violent now

The Autism Zone

raw sql is irritatingly inelegant

skill issue + dumbass + ratio

this is how i feel writing queries

and then i look up better ways to do things and all i get back is "nah its just like that" and i'm convinced its just an elaborate psyop to humiliate me at this point

pompous language aside, this concretely means: - isolating myself - listening to sadboi trap - playing video games - immersing myself in projects - neglecting the women in my life

at my core i'm the same person i was 8 years ago the egyptianism of my desires is disappointing, and they are locked in place by being indexed to my idea of freedom.

since i will never escape the material conditions that cause me to strive for freedom in this lifetime, i will not have the opportunity to overcome this inadequate instantiation of an inadequate concept.

it's notable how in my more ornery states of being, when given a modicum of room to breathe, i slot myself quite cleanly into a comfortable masculinist mode

hehe i figured it’d be a tricky one, that’s why i was curious what you’d pick

if i can be greedy and do two 🥺

i can’t stand notifications in general, but sounds specifically are by far the worst 🙅‍♀️pop-ups🙅‍♀️banners🙅‍♀️sounds🙅‍♀️screen turning on🙅‍♀️badges🙅‍♀️ ✅😄👍✅ touch keyboard without meddlesome interference from the behavioral psychologists in your walls ✅😄👍✅

i'm incredibly unremarkable, and that's sometimes embarrassing - but i wish i were more unremarkable in many ways. i wish i was invisible, to the point of being left alone completely. maybe then i could become something worth mentioning.

such pedestrian ruminations are further evidence of my membership in the mediocre herd.

something i find really fascinating is the volume of creative works within their medium. like at some point in time it was probably possible to read every book in one lifetime, but that's clearly no longer the case. and since literacy is no longer restricted to specific class, the content of books

doesn't have nearly the same continuity or mutual resemblance that mediums in their relative infancy, say, anime or visual novels, do. now, i've cheated a bit by choosing examples with an almost inherently culturally bounded domain - however, we have begun to see the emergence of english VNs as well

(think itch.io, ren.py ). it's kinda exciting to be living around a point of emergence and to see the cultural sentiments at the time. the things people care about now will eventually comprise a genealogical account of the phenomena, and that's a fun thought.

LOL ilysm ur so real for this

she has like 3 total outfits, and the cyan/maroon/lime combo is the only one that actually covers anything

me after reading the manpage to feel included: the ask flag, how conservative

finally, a voice of reason in the cheating discourse

how about you compile some bitches

in most cases machine translation is perfectly serviceable (as long as it wasn't done forever ago)

and also bad translations can be aesthetically stimulating and interpretatively enlightening in their own right

fwiw2 muramasa prefix comes in clutch often when vn things are scuffed (but yea, it's a pain to set up) www.reddit.com/r/visualnove...

i have too many of these lol

i just re-downloaded to see if could reproduce/troubleshoot and no :( im just too sexy and everything works smoothly for me :pensive:

fwiw it's one of the favs and easily worth the (50 hour) time commitment

"guys come look i undermined analytic philosophy" *eats baguette* what the fuck is that *continues writing the worst existentialism you've ever seen*

could finally give you an excuse to get into early wittgenstein

don't wanna be seen

steam on linux makes the VN experience way more streamlined than i ever remember it being on windows actually. literally just enable proton and set launch options to "LANG=ja_JP.UTF-8 %command%" and youre good to go wtf

*installing eng patch for a vn* README.txt "instructions: [youtube link] windows 10 instructions: [youtube link]" oh interesting, they assume linux by default? *clicks link* nvm lmao windows 7

its actually super fucking cool to see win7 vids around, feels like much more creative, open, and interesting era. compelling aesthetically, and i am filled with admiration for the people involved.