current theory is that i get styes in my eyelids and the extra weight/pressure feels funny. sometimes they get irritated and i blink weirdly. it’s intermittent, and they’re mostly gone for the time being i think
idk for a while (since work) i’ve had styes (sleep+stress) and i had another doctor appointment today. i couldn’t read the sight test chart very well and that hasn’t happened before.
doctors and my body makes me uncomfy. i really really really really do not like the pneumatic tonometer. everything is bright and my eyes are sensitive. really uncomfy and i feel kinda nauseous.
this is why i just adore silent physical touch. it’s the best way ive found to make myself comprehensible without abstraction and without suffocating on bad air.
a few weeks ago i was messing around with custom lexicons and kinda annoyed by making ordered lists. lurked around some smart people and decided to try out their ideas and had lots of fun. i love my friends