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ryo

sullen.beauty

did:web:arf.dreary.dev

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i’ve wanted to take down my website for a while
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blogs especially

i don’t really know what to make of lev lmao
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i can’t really hang with you tbh, like i’m just not about that life anymore
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you’re cool, i just gotta stop making friends with skill quotas

don’t like dza as much anymore

hm i don’t feel so restful

i try to like intentionally talk about mundane things but it should probably be more automatic right

i love my pc, way more comfy than mobile or work computer or laptop

newtype ramble 0 last segment is real and its a lil humiliating but thats ok
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i'll fix it later/soon

hm i'm overstaying my welcome with my current activities but i need to complete them

ok i think i hate my main
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like i barely have anything to say in general, and i especially dont have anything to say to any of you
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i just dont like my tone either its boring

goeo is autistic as fuck i love him
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this account wasn’t supposed to actually be this but it’s kinda turned into it often
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it’s also funny how self-reflective half the posts are about the activity i’m doing, like just shut up and do it lol (i’m jk, i think it’s fine when starting)
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and it makes sense that the space between activities are thinking about people while the activities themselves go undocumented
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not so much the last part lol, but drastic there bud

it was also cool to text reply, we don’t do that enough any more

juliet is so cool
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i'm very ineloquent rn but she rarely is, even when she's not traditionally so its charming
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this account is speaking in very small words that don’t fit very nicely together but that’s ok it’s what i need

i have this weird thing where my comments only really work on one type of abstraction but don’t fully fit the prompt and then it’s awkward

i'm really tired and i stayed up too late
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i should have showered tonight too

i do like when cinny notices me and communicates to me in a way that fits
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kasey was wrong, i do have people that get me

i like it better when i'm calmer and slower. like when i'm going for walks and there are moments between thoughts and my body keeps moving itself
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this isn't so much an expression of desire as it is saying that im coming in and out of that right now and the parts i'm "in" are cool

my timing is all off but i hope you know i mean it
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"i should reply later" and now it's too late
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responding to juliet on time was good today tho (lesson learned? tho also responding early last time was bad), this one was about cinny
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i don't know what i wait for, i think i can be more clearheaded than i anticipate in the moment. its whatever bro u dont gotta overhtink it

i think its kinda fun that several of us are rather unhappy and off-kilter lately
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but we're still like tight-knit and close and affinity yknow
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the good side of community with distance

sometimes maturity looks like hanging onto an association, sometimes letting go of the exclusivity
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what counts as self-restraint now and around here? is maturity the right virtue?

i like bringing my personal laptop in my work bag
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it’s pretty light and i can just pop stuff open if needed. admittedly i barely really do so
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i remember camping out in muen’s abandoned office around christmas when most people had requested off and the workload was light, i got to watch anime in the dark
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most recent uses: - reproducing a jonas bug report - downloading a book - backing up p*r*x*r repo - donating to seri (ko-fi mobile sux)

it’s actually really cool to go places without a backpack or a bag
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unencumbered

the squish toys might help
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i did surprisingly okay