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ryo

sullen.beauty

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my current theme is disenchantment
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continue being unimpressed by things, it’s good for you
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wish me luck, i’m nervous
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you can let more things go unsaid

i wanna talk to juliet but it was bad last time

i should drink tonight
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too much of a child still

some people you know are temporary
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remember not to smile

being interested in sex again would be like a fun disruption thing but yea literally just 0 drive

i think i just prefer negative people

i think i’m dehydrated
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willow
dried ghast

how do u tell some1 their nude is kinda mid
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i’m the most ace princess in the whole wide world

i wanna follow comfy but i don’t wanna ruin this

gaslight girlboss gatekeep

i don’t think thinking is so much of a problem, there’s just so much overhead with it being socially received and having dedicated time spent to it
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posts like these are fine, bite size and low pressure and i can throw them out there. recording things leave me more and more frustrated in moods like this. probably couldn’t have hurt to follow danii’s lead and take some more time before saying something

openness and transparency and maintaining a historical record is overrated. in a way where i can recognize its truth over and over but wont truly embody it until later
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it’s not exactly right but the vibes are similar and i wanted to be clever

i’m so glad juliet sent these
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i missed your voice
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:/ i don’t like my recording
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but it’s ok i feel fine

oh shit ivri drop

ugh i gotta stop messaging a + d + h + + +
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i just need to stop thinking about other people, we’ll see how i get there

i’m nervous for friday eye appt

sorry jules i don’t know what to say to u rn
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multiple recordings and you won’t get any of them, i just have to stop ruminating
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i think about you lots i just can’t talk to you until i’m better

i don’t think it’s quite legibility tho
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idk i’ve always hated names
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and i think i can make the symbolic point without making things obnoxious practically
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i’m being cheeky with “identity”, as i hope it’s obvious to others
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but also watching dotes again recently i feel like there’s some utility in just giving up. fuck it, say “authenticity”, say “identity”, fuck it all
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i don’t care about philosophy i don’t care about politics i just wanna go home

taking sides in the oomf war based on vibes

marginal utility runs my world
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i’m still a socdem at heart

my eyes fucking hurt dude :(
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everything is so much more uneasy when i’m trapped in brightness
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honestly probably a very significant contributing reason why i have been on edge and unconfident and thrown off the last few days, my officemate is back

wasteful :/

no eye contact

it’s weird having the same thoughts over and over and over and over and over and over and over again