Sociology is super interesting but I’m kinda glad the classes offered at UW kinda suck, otherwise I’d be very tempted to ruin my course plan even more lol

oh my god this is the shit i hate so much like https://youtu.be/D9yWdfszKFs

This response feels really weird and gross idk https://youtu.be/tR28fJBFWjs

Dude today has been like low key traumatic. It’s been move in week for ppl so they set up a big dumpster outside for trash and it has a bunch of flies, and somehow they’re getting in my apartment. It freaks me out so much having them around, and killing them is dubious ethical

Philosophy of relationships has always been incredibly important to me and my understanding of how I connect with others. Drifting between various understandings during adolescence drastically altered how I interacted with others. Often this wasn't exactly conscious choice by me

Getting cosmetic surgery for my neck tomorrow. I really hope it helps. I honestly don’t mind too much intrinsically, but others treat me a little weird for it I think. It was fading for a bit but more recently it’s become larger and more red. It would be nice to have it

Why Tolstoy so based on war and prisons but so cringe on marriage (also prison)

Marriage is between one enby, one trans woman, and one gender fluid person. Anything else is an abomination. -god probably

Were a man but to act as he finds best for himself, were he but to refuse to go to war, he would have to dig ditches; but he would not be tortured in Sebastopool or Plevna. Let a man not believe that it is indispensable to wear a watch chain and to have useless drawing rooms,

inside you there are two wolves

incredible

My haircut made it so I lost the breakpoint of having the top easily and comfortably going behind my ears on its own T^T rough to adapt to now

Oh my god they’re so hot lol. I’m so out of practice being flirty fuck lmao, this is nice tho :)

It might be argued that the existing, hierarchical state, if and when it has been seized by a ‘true’ socialist party and has successfully transitioned from capitalism to an early stage of socialism, will lose its capitalist character. Even if such a state retains some

"helping others process emotional stress" - an patriarchal expectation I don't think I've examined thoroughly enough in my own actions and behavior. I think in large part I took advantage of this expectation in my relationship with Gail and didn't give her the space, room, and

i am immensely interested in informal social structures of power

The society of the future should be nothing other than the universalization of the organisation with which the international will have endowed itself. We must, therefore, have to care to ensure that that organisation comes as close as we may to our ideal.

While it would be a mistake to pretend that rethinking, revalueing, and recreating the way we see and practice relationships isn’t difficult work— it is— it would be an even greater mistake to ignore the reason we set to that work to begin with.

the past sucks, im not looking forward to the future either.

In other news, muzhoka knows this really cute gay guy that streams and he’s so fucking hot

I really don’t want to go on rn. I don’t want to interact with people, I don’t want to be forced into labor, I don’t want to leave my room, I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to sleep, I don’t want to have to think about how fucked the world is

I don’t feel very good :/ I want to go for a run but it’s way too late and I already did today.

There’s this interesting contradiction I have where the thing most important to me is my mind and mental experience I’d say, like the things that primarily interest me are in that way, and often psychical things just get in my way and frustrate that more intellectual pursuit.

this is really random but im searching for cute underwear rn and remembered a time when i was kid where i basically tucked and tried to convince isaiah that something happened to my penis lol - there are actually a lot of instances of me doing stuff breaking from gender norms/

I feel gorgeous right now ☺️ cleaned up and shaved my legs and ah euphoria :)

I think something I really appreciate but often isn't said is how important philosophy has been to my life. It helps me avoid existential boredom and find meaning in everyday events by connecting them to a larger picture of values. Honestly I think this type of thinking and

Oh I should also mention that recently I’ve been able to feel a bit positive about my penis, which is a nice change. Still often uncomfortable about it, but I’ve been able to look at in the mirror without looking away which is nice.

holy fuck episode 15 was beautiful. im crying.

the last few days i have felt REALLY good about my body. I think its because I haven't been eating that much and my belly just isn't full, but maybe running more has something to do with it too. Long hair also feels really nice, and I'm enjoying it getting longer

starting darling in the franxx, theres a lot that i like but oh my god its almost unwatchable. the fanservice EXCLUSIVELY done to women characters is fucking awful and constant, and even the MC girl who is like sexually confident gets sexualized by the camera angles

Bloom Into You is giving me the opportunity to look into asexual and aromantic stuff more and its so interesting! like sex favorable asexuals are so fascinating and its super freeing to have this understanding to describe things

guitar riffs can make me feel the most intense emotions

I go through these periods where my head is just so full and I feel paralyzed from doing anything. I'm tired out from something (in this case, finishing classes) and I want to relax, but its hard. There's this sort of moral anxiety where I can't let myself enjoy media

nyquil fucks my sleep so much no sleep all night so tired but body doesn't recognize sleep signal bc medicine does!!! teehee

bruh how am i still sick. this shit sucks

Oscar Pollock is so fucking hot omg

It’s incredibly easy to be an anarchist if you just imagine the state’s coercive power never has or had any benefit, and was exclusively and intentionally maliciously created to hold power over others. While there may be a great deal of truth to that explanation, and that there

1 paper submitted, next one will be super easy. I hope grading goes ok, way over the word count and the format is all fucky, gah

I wanted to tweet last night about how fast an Advil I took worked but I was too tired lol

Somehow I’ve become sick :/ Family gathering this weekend or the 2 runs I went on somehow got me here. Feel like shit

holy fuck my anxiety is like out of control holy shit

I feel really fucking overwhelmed right now - hard to focus on any one thing

hate my body :/

really frustrating problem of recreating uncomfortable social situations and then verbally expressing something. had this for a long long time just kinda really frustrating. and beating myself up for it after it happens just makes it worse im sure but :/

I think it’s really hard for me to imagine a future for myself without a lot of restraints. I really just want minimal constraints on myself, the “natural” constraints of things like having to eat and being stuck in this physical body are enough already