<deadname>, you are a genius!

hi emma

i think i am homosexual

at a certain point you can't justify your behavior with just being content you've done a thing

wanna talk to julie but i missed my chance

everyone needs to get nicer now

weirdly thinking about hailey trip 1, how lucky i was to hold her intimately for a fleeting moment

spending time w hadley is nice idc

september is so far

that pic of me shirtless really is cute

i haven't shaved my face for a week and i just barely have these hairs poking out

i gotta figure out a better way to fit in all the things i wanna do

i get its not woke or whatever but you can call us trannies lol

still thinking about juliet, i should've sent something when i got back from the store

i want to fill a diary and show you every page

feeling anxiety over shame about shame, so lame

not sure if i'll keep this account and in what form, unclear why i would post here over discord or emma's dms. the only reason i started is that i wanted to construct a profile and felt overly saturated socially

expression in music has, as its content, the inner life itself, the inner sense of feeling and for the matter in hand, and, as its form, sound, which, in an art that least of all proceeds to spatial figures, is purely evanescent in its perceptible existence;

i've been so lackluster in my messages to people lately

the blood on my fingers from biting my nails has gone dry, maybe i should take care of myself. and my ears have been ringing for days from that sound, but i blame it on you cause i can’t stay around.

all i did was music today

as she stood behind him at his feet weeping, she began to wet his feet with her tears. then she wiped them with her hair, kissed them and poured perfume on them.

i threw out all my food for you

the spectator must not project what transpires in himself on to the artwork in order to find himself confirmed, uplifted, and satisfied in it, but must, on the contrary, relinquish himself to the artwork, assimilate himself to it, and fulfill the work in its own terms.

an artwork opens its eyes under the gaze of the spectator when it emphatically articulates something objective

my capacity to be two-faced is unhealthy

i haven't changed so much, and neither have you

maybe i'll call emma later, but for now i need to be selfish

i haven't been able to listen to music properly for a while, it's been nice to do so today.

medellin makes some good emo

nothing a good night of rest can't solve

funny that i was caught up on worrying about repeating past mistakes that i missed the far more obvious opposite kind of mistake with the same root

the goal of good music is to make you listen long enough to it for you to realize it isn't very good at all

you call it derivative, i call it capturing the essence of a subcultural weltanschauung

robert nozick was the greatest virtue ethicist to put pen to paper

im mostly okay now

i miss skin to skin time

my next account will be named feckless

i should watch more movies, this was nice

there's just something hollow and rotten about everything released by self versed

i think i am in a grouchy cloudy mood

it's fun to notice things like ohhh i know why this feature is enabled on album and playlist pages and not artist pages

woaa cider really makes the most of the api

kasey is my bassist in the pocket

in some ways im just trying to catch up with twikipedia

music channel induced autism

this guy interviews all the goats