oh but this too

i gotta stop referencing things but i have so many things to reference

been saying this tho

where's the japanese math rock spectrum offshoot where they scream in anguish?

woa amity affliction is still making shit

it was fine to give it one last shot ig lol

live music is usually very bad

complicated chat tonight, i don't love when things are forced to go unsaid

shouldn't have sent that text but it's okay

oh i don't like flowers taped to pens as much as i thought i did

practically speaking, it's okay and probably good to deny yourself womanhood because you can’t see yourself meeting some expectation others have set

okay maybe danii does have a point i kind of am dating annie

tonight i have an edate with danii, tomorrow night i have an edate with the technical director of a hospital

bro holy shit my analyst just casually offering patient MRNs to cloudflare wtf are you doing dawg 😭😭😭

yea fine you're right

i've only ever known truthy and falsey.. booleans arent real they can't hurt u

not to dwell on this point but if you knew how ardently i refused to do literally anything beyond what was strictly necessary in my adolescence, i think my current behavior makes a lot more sense

what do we think, am i staying up to watch a movie at 1am with the ex server

id rather be a kantian than a utilitarian or empiricist

this treads into weird territory that instrumentalizes the people you interact with to the extreme, and the reinforcement of that habit shouldn't be ignored, but yknow there's gradations to it

which is why i can't really be all that upset at myself for doing obviously stupid things

i want to move out of this town someday, just to experience something new

it's frankly astonishing how much less anxious ive become

slightly distasteful repost for a privileged american (even among americans) but yknow someone had to say it

kasey kitty is so cute

watch this i'm gonna do something cool

i feel kinda prog fuzzy even tho i didn't take prog

not everything is worth noting

oh damn i didn't even realize we upgraded lol

miserable ngl

realest shit you'll ever see

saturday-only was a great meta because coordinating with the nightmare 8 hour timezone gap is torture

going to try some app time limits to encourage me to do better things, but i don't have a great sense for what i should set them to yet

im still catching up on sleep debt

im in bed without a shirt on and i completely stand corrected, sleeping without clothes is way better

you're holding it wrong

i get into moods where i'm excessively negative and cynical about my motivations, sleep deprivation doesn't help

evolving from "will write a long ass thread about you on a secret alt" to "will write a long ass thread about you in your dms"

main_tabel

i've been overinvested in social and underinvested in being an interesting person

okay i'm kind of sick of my shit

meh barrow is boring

things are going well so far

how am i supposed to get enough sleep when i wake up at 1:30am with excitement and joy in my heart

i hope i didn't tucker myself out too much by talking all night but it was comfy

okay i know this wouldnt make a ton of sense, but i can't help but think about how the new denpa-chan coulda been improved with some atproto, and would actually have some pretty interesting app features

does anyone want an invite to denpa-chan

i just realized that what i had been calling "sentimental" would more accurately be described as "romanticized avoidance"

dude i love being a boy

lol