hehe yea i almost put “leftists” in quotes because i really meant “people who self-describe as leftist”. just vibes and a lot of huff and puff. i like the inclusion of progressive in the taxonomy :)
my map of the positions is that liberals care about billionaires in a technocratic inequality sense, leftists moralize billionaires, and people with good politics don’t directly talk much about billionaires at all
hard to put to words but i like the type of guy you attract, intelligent and soft spoken and clever. i like when i get positive engagement from them and for lack of a better phrase it feels like a soft brotherhood bonded by our collective affection for you. i like the gender it makes me feel.
current theory is that i get styes in my eyelids and the extra weight/pressure feels funny. sometimes they get irritated and i blink weirdly. it’s intermittent, and they’re mostly gone for the time being i think
idk for a while (since work) i’ve had styes (sleep+stress) and i had another doctor appointment today. i couldn’t read the sight test chart very well and that hasn’t happened before.
doctors and my body makes me uncomfy. i really really really really do not like the pneumatic tonometer. everything is bright and my eyes are sensitive. really uncomfy and i feel kinda nauseous.
to be specific because apparently i can’t even not vaguepost on an alt, i dislike publicly speaking about poly stuff. feels too objectifying and instrumentalizing and im just uncomfy with the whole thing.