first you had willow, get ready for nilow after i finish my lua pds implementation 😈

this was a real thing i tried until i got bored btw, honestly made it further than i had any right to

thinking of my nietzsche in an office tickles me

this was a good move

hm we're talking practical syllogisms now and i have a few observations: 1) cool asf 2) my pragmatism are rearing their head again, but in a way that might be amenable. not entirely convinced the second clause is necessary

3) but im glad the initial expression of it is not pragmatist and is more true to aristotle 4) im somewhat witholding judgement for now because i wanna see all the cool things that can come out of it

5) i would love to see desire and its relation to practical rationality explored more. of course i will always be sympathetic to the thoroughgoing contexualism and the opposition of modernism that creates the conditions for the possibility of nihilistic anxiety to arise (hi geuss)

my pragmatism concerns* amenable to revision while maintaining the force of the posited structure*

i will be calling you lia because kad is my meatspace initials

although you’re namespace colliding

i lied but not by much

“are you doing anything oct 21-26” “cool cya then”

rizz god

genuinely didn’t intend to take this long in between but Life just kinda happened yknow. i’m really happy with the timing now tho and im excited

mostly because i can recognize that any time prior would have been a mistake

i’m mindful of being overwhelming though. i’m generally fairly unobtrusive as guests go i think but it’s still a lot to have someone in your space. i hope she’ll lmk when she needs space

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okay the evil people in my email box stopped sending me messages so i calmed down a bit

i’m so cool i love wren

i like when he goes hexd-mode

this is an omen that my day will turn around

i want to not be irritated

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

and i’m not talking cunny

alright i’m about to crash out

if you’re going to open a dozen high prio issues in a day asking me to do your job for you, could you at least do me the decency of not having chatgpt write them for you

daniel stenberg give me strength to make it through this year

little moth, it’s gonna be okay

you don’t need a therapist, you need to listen to pre-transition chloe moriondo

bleh thursday is lock in day

watched a stoicism influencer be like “you think you’re the first person to live through rough political times? people have always lived in shitty times, you gotta just focus up and do what’s in your control to make it through” and cited socrates as an example dawg they killed his ass wdym 😭

okay i got very sidetracked i should really go back to bed

i couldn’t resist listening to juliet and now look at me, an hour and a half later

lol i knew i liked this video a lot, there are so many fun things going on. this is exactly what i mean when i speak of my favorite genre of academic, someone with a lot of accumulated anecdotes and knowledge from their study

the myth of jewish horns and its origin, wisconsin being a part of the bible belt + its associated meaning of politeness, it’s just cute

“i’m kind of a hegelian in that way, it’s very out of fashion i know but *shrugs*” :)

“i couldn’t do that research today. my political dispositions haven’t changed along with the rest of the country, i’ve become more polarized and more extreme in my positions, and i couldn’t be as open-minded today, i’d be more offended”

“ideally you’d go in receptive instead of resentful. but because i’m aware of who funds which politics in this state and have seen such devastation, so up close in precisely the worlds i care about the most, im not in the right place to do something with people i consider hellbent on ruination”

“i do work on post-genocidal states, and i come from a place where people who commit genocide are understandable and explainable and can be forgiven and are people exactly like me. i have a much harder time right here right now because i live in this state”

“it’s a very unfair, immoral philosophical position i embrace” GANG SHIT QUEEN

“a lot of the time, you’re just sort of winging it”

oh my god i love her “the question you’re asking comes from a specific paradigm that values quantitative research over qualitative. the notion of bias as somehow skewing data comes out of number being impervious but human bias screwing with things”

“of course i believe in bias but it’s just the tissues and ligaments of social investigation”

like you get me

be careful what you write, other people might read it

lol this is cute