also when i reply like that to her i hope it’s clear i mean it like “just go for it, im interested in hearing what you have to say” rather than brow-beating superiority
it hit both for the bar itself but also in the context of the meaning of that post and my recent life, like post-willow has been feeling more actual but less thought about. the asexuality interpretation fits too tho lol
though i also see the tension of “being less thought about” and “thinking less about others” being an impediment to my actuality, which is a lovely twist
i should write something about the significance of the similarities between the cyclical processes of schizoid compromises in psychology and problematic situations in pragmatism and what they can learn from one another
my eyes are looking a lot better, dots are smaller and much less red. hopeful that they will be cleared up after the next two sessions. eyelashes got a lil zapped but that’s the cost of doing business