i’m so glad juliet sent these

ugh i gotta stop messaging a + d + h + + +

i just need to stop thinking about other people, we’ll see how i get there

i’m nervous for friday eye appt

sorry jules i don’t know what to say to u rn

multiple recordings and you won’t get any of them, i just have to stop ruminating

i think about you lots i just can’t talk to you until i’m better

i don’t think it’s quite legibility tho

idk i’ve always hated names

and i think i can make the symbolic point without making things obnoxious practically

i’m being cheeky with “identity”, as i hope it’s obvious to others

but also watching dotes again recently i feel like there’s some utility in just giving up. fuck it, say “authenticity”, say “identity”, fuck it all

i don’t care about philosophy i don’t care about politics i just wanna go home

🙀🙀🙀

if you give it a name, then it’s already won

can’t believe y’all are letting her get away with this one

less deadnaming than any alternative at this point, plus you’ve earned the right

i gotta do the respectful thing and pick something to stop making everyone think about it

taking sides in the oomf war based on vibes

LOL i love that im catching strays you’re so cute

we’ll take pics together next time just for u

identity crisis solved

girlfriends are kind of like very loud weighted blankets if you think about it

i’m love my guppy :)

marginal utility runs my world

i’m still a socdem at heart

my eyes fucking hurt dude :(

everything is so much more uneasy when i’m trapped in brightness

honestly probably a very significant contributing reason why i have been on edge and unconfident and thrown off the last few days, my officemate is back

wasteful :/

no eye contact

it’s weird having the same thoughts over and over and over and over and over and over and over again

methboiswag

megacodine

it’s nbd really

white trash

mid day errands felt very freeing in high school when i first got my license

the novelty of the past has worn out

it’s not irrelevant but i’d like if it was sometimes, and maybe the first step to approximating that is forgetting, or never committing to memory to begin with

i like driving around without air conditioning, the air is heavy with heat and makes my cheeks blush

i like when analysts get fired or quit because then the times i embarrassed myself in front of them are wiped from history

contingent contingent contingent

i was on stable ground for a moment

whatever it’s fine

nothing is a problem if you don’t let it be

Delete this post?

cancel our weekly meeting at dawn?! no way dude it’s invaluable hm then maybe show up for once

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