what is this looking like these days

i love you too julie

some things still do go without saying youtu.be/lXZ-mApSq64

i didn’t realize the grok icon on tweets was an actual button and kasey and i played with it after discovering this fact the other day

i just thought it was like, idk, marketing or something? why would i grok a tweet bro

mary is literally so smart and skilled

does this mean we’re getting more laurens audios soon 🥺

insatiable and selfish i know

today didn’t go 100% as planned but honestly i’m super content

5 hour post-breakup juliet call will fix you

hell yea i love this one

spoke too soon lol

hard to feel bad though

idk i feel sympathy but its too messed up right now, i think it needs the reset

evil appview

@merzboat.bsky.social u ever seen Beyond the Valley of the Dolls? watched it today and it seems way up ur alley

i did !! kasey crying wooo

does is still count as compersion if the other person isn't necessarily happy?

i wonder if juliet will actually go through with it today, i know she wanted to do it during the weekend. not that it's too intense of a deal, but i do hope hailey is ok

oh wow shes better than i thought

really like ayu for her i think accly

more reflective and experienced, if not quite mature ? still hard to get a read on

i didn't like opening up main again, ignorance is better

decluttered

also i like how this account is mostly just yay-saying and nay-saying experiences i have, it's good

my legs are more full than they used to be, and this is acceptable

i did !! funfest wooo

bsky privs are like fucking in your parents house

believe first; understand later

don't get ahead of yourself dear

forbidden: "i wish", "i hope"

i like when i play computer and my phone is out of sight

i kinda miss being able to parasocial indicate mental state, but its easily worth it

pragmatism is true; the only problem is that it doesn't work. some delusion has always gone ahead and illuminated the path to any human life, so the question is how the construction should proceed. you don't need an identity, but i might occasionally need a few now and around here.

big fan of bernard williams actually

i really did miss n0, between willow homosexuality and the change of platform its been hard to keep up, finally feels like i'm coming back to him. it also feels like he's coming back to me since i'm listening to slightly older stuff. something really did change this year

chloe is good at handling such situations

massive respect actually

similar to cinny? but very distinct still

i think i need to find my own interests for once in my life

mellow isn't even really me. he just liked n0 mostly. maniac just liked destiny. still shaking off their influence and it's hard as an autodidact

i'm exaggerating but its true

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i've been experiencing too many derivative works

excuses excuses excuses for never doing the things i want to do

but things i want to do are too fickle to improve. i'm unsteady

something has to break though, ive been backwards looking for far too long

i was right that i had to get bored to realize this

i'm still living my life a weekend at a time but if thats the pace of progress so be it

choosing affirmation this time