holy fuck

14 year olds do some crazy shit bro

also see

dude i think i might be socially retarded i can't articulate myself at all lately

also like spelling and writing in general have been challenging?? idk i feel so foggy and disorganized. having a poor grasp on language is so humiliating

i like how kasey and i can fade in and out of proximity as appropriate without really having to say anything explicit about that

we have a pretty good intuitive understanding of one another at this point, we're a far cry from ceaseless meta-commentary

don't get me wrong that stuff is cool and i really value the relationships where i feel like i have more progress to make, but it's also immeasurably valuable to have someone to come "home" to, both emotionally and physically

i used to have a more prominent birthmark on my face but it's faded now

peep the strat tho

lowkey i'm kinda annoyed that deaccs ruin feeds, i was using that vro

maybe it's a neat easter egg strat if i need to hide more but like the whole point is that it's less permanent

i like how things change

i think i might want to move away from the .dev branding because it's embarrassing, even tho the alliteration is nice

my other domains are no good rn but that's fine

@taro.somber.me will the composer stop auto filling your handle if i @ you

i suppose not

yay it fixed itself

i could be so much more brave than i am, and that's pretty inspiring actually

i feel like this is one of those weeks that blow past you and only retrospectively you realize how significant everything was

sometimes it's your responsibility as a friend to keep talking until the other person decides they've had enough of your company

my instincts are fantastic and i never listen to them

i made it home by 6 so i'm gonna do fun things today :)

oh sorry julie your feeds are back

except bsky is weird about feeds and reactivations, if you have the same feeds in the same order they just won't show up lol

oh no please

my heart just sank bro my day is about to be miserable 😭

we imported NvE data for legacy MRNs using the wrong MRN type 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

ain't no way apple music sorting videos and upcoming concerts above singles and compilations

okay but it did kind of make sense

i fumbled my way through the first part of the call, i hope the rest goes okay

woah they fixed reactivation flow yay

OOP haters when i look at their code and it's full of method calls on strings

got more sleep than i thought actually, 5 hours (i know because the last thing i did was text danii, and also the first thing i did was text danii)

ive gotten less rigid in that medium, which is pleasant. it's nice not to have to wait a whole week to talk

ngl i'm pretty self-conscious about where my attention has been going lately, i don't want to be someone who complains about work all the time. even if it's all i'm doing its so shameful id rather not document or think about it in addition to doing it. self-absorbed and boring, ill do better

admittedly this is me being more aware of my audience than i should be, but yknow if it has the encouraging effect of pointing me away from doing things that are bad for me anyway, that's chill

gonna do my hair and go bed

i've been saying

we love a good 7am-7pm shift

gonna do it again tomorrow

there is never a point in using a set operator

3 trillion down the drain from analysts thinking they're clever

my eyes are doing the thing again when i get overwhelmed :(

willow is requesting one week without 2 backup assignments and 3 criticals

bro im stressed as balls

today will be a better day because it has to be

i simply didn't sleep though