lol as expected that was kind of a disaster but in a hilarious way

lol wait where do i know that girl from

i gave her directions, i defi met her at some party thing right? it wasn’t with muen tho

ohhhh we went drinking together in tennessee during go-live

“the dumbest things i ever said were between 17 and 25” yea me too, tho 25 might be optimistic

okay but linking the whole handbook is crazy 😭

lol maybe a bit more blunt than i intended

ya thanks kathleen

i needed an extra clause or two

i’m wagging my tail so hard i wanna hang w kasey

i’m gonna make a terrible first impression today and i think that’s extremely funny

luckily it’s like the only thing i have to do (except for the 3 hours of other stuff)

surely today is the day

i like my body

that’s cuz the book kinda sucked sorry

i know i cry a lot about everything and that kasey still has some reservations about the visit but im just really looking forward to seeing hailey again

last time we were pretty silent from the curb through the lobby until her apartment, this time i don’t know if i’ll be able to hold back that long (though i know ill feel safer and more gratified if i do)

just imagining hugging her is filling me with fuller emotions than i’ve had all month, and i’m once again curled up and quietly sobbing. it will feel, in a weird sense, at home, i think. returning someplace safe i adore.

my first visit affected me a lot; i felt intensely and those old feelings are being resurfaced. a lot of complex things have happened since then, i know, but still. there was a special hailey i only got to see in person and if i get a glimmer of her again this time, ill be more than content

i can temper my expectations and i won’t make it more than it is etc etc, but what it is is enough and beautiful and important to me

wherever i go, i promise to be the guy that inexplicably finds a way to break ur tech

souris.moe was a good era

aristotle way more interesting than augustine i think, gl synthesizing

gotta make some choices about blocks on the blacksky acc soon, i’d prefer to be unobstructed and not to bring undue attention to my smol moots

💜

i think you do alright bsky.app/profile/did:...

the timing was more important than the words in my case

might fuck around and use a serif font in my terminal

jk i’m not gay idc about that shit

step 1 complete

first you had willow, get ready for nilow after i finish my lua pds implementation 😈

this was a real thing i tried until i got bored btw, honestly made it further than i had any right to

thinking of my nietzsche in an office tickles me

this was a good move

hm we're talking practical syllogisms now and i have a few observations: 1) cool asf 2) my pragmatism are rearing their head again, but in a way that might be amenable. not entirely convinced the second clause is necessary

3) but im glad the initial expression of it is not pragmatist and is more true to aristotle 4) im somewhat witholding judgement for now because i wanna see all the cool things that can come out of it

5) i would love to see desire and its relation to practical rationality explored more. of course i will always be sympathetic to the thoroughgoing contexualism and the opposition of modernism that creates the conditions for the possibility of nihilistic anxiety to arise (hi geuss)

my pragmatism concerns* amenable to revision while maintaining the force of the posited structure*

i will be calling you lia because kad is my meatspace initials

although you’re namespace colliding

rizz god

genuinely didn’t intend to take this long in between but Life just kinda happened yknow. i’m really happy with the timing now tho and im excited

mostly because i can recognize that any time prior would have been a mistake

i’m mindful of being overwhelming though. i’m generally fairly unobtrusive as guests go i think but it’s still a lot to have someone in your space. i hope she’ll lmk when she needs space