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(apologies for the lazy reply i’m away from home atm)
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here’s a timestamp of geuss himself explaining what he means by realism (and expressing regret for using the term) m.youtube.com/watch?v=OTUV...

yea that sucks i’m sorry

sorry i meant this backwards: “why wouldn’t you want to be lumped in with bizarre online degenerates” (trying and failing to be cute hehe)

my two most challenging breakups in recent memory were the ones that never occurred
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structurally speaking, they couldn’t have been more different
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in contrast, i didn’t listen to “summer’s gone” on my last drive home

it’s ok i let jesus take the wheel for a sec

oh nice only 160 miles until my next exit

honestly felt, i’ve been struggling ever since becoming employed


yea but why would you want to

i searched your posts for pleading

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@flicknow.xyz i bet your recaps go so hard

unfortunately not, although his best friend in college ended up transitioning and he talks about her fondly while deadnaming her, so make of that what you will

woah woah who said i was trans

where did you think i got it from?

gladly if it meant i could meet you halfway next time

fuck, y’all are so cute now






don’t sweat it boss

kasey’s last words to me were “drive dangerously i hate you”

sex pests loooove to say shit like this


it’s so cool being mini agents of hitler

i’m not kidding, i’m on a fucking webex with bank of america blawg like i need to be summarily executed

god i hate reporting
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my job is an elaborate shell game until my partner decides to stop playing
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also i’m a cop and deserve the guillotine


i’m gonna cry in your embrace tonight if that’s alright

missing you wouldn’t hurt so bad if the alternative environment wasn’t so dreadful
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i have so much boy willow,, in one of these diaries i do a pussy review

i was so right for this


# diary ›
but first i wanna talk about current activity thing
so kasey got back to me about a week ago on twitter and i saw it a few days ago
I said:
Got a job offer from
I'm gonna take it
today and I think
She said:
i did not realize this was sent until too late and then did't know how to respond good job
i bet it'll be a good start
and i havent really been avoiding, i just didnt exactly know what i wanted to say at first and didnt feel immediately compelled to reply but i was thinking about it tonight and decided i would reply tomorrow after exam tomorrow for a few reasons
1 so i can focus on exam
2 so it gives some kinda conversational intro thing ig idk
but yea its actually really good idea bc it allows me to edit and tweak and plan out
# diary ›
so hopefully i won't be that far behind the real cs ppl. it is kinda weird tho to work at a place 5 mins away from where i grew up lol.
i know i know mucho texto
willow 5/6/23, 19:00
especially in twitter dms that shit is gonna be a mess lmao
but its actually really nice even just for myself to get that written out
and i'll have little hang ups with how im describing stuff so i'll go back and revise and im just glad im doing this
v helpful to get a grasp on myself you know its like that when i pull out the parentheses within brackets within parentheses lol
and to be clear im not expecting some extended heart to heart whatever shit lol i just don't feel like i can personally go on interacting without stating those things because it confuses me
and is stressful to hold it all in my head and idk that minimum of disclousre and communication is prolly not a terrible thing? but tbf its not exactly 'minimum' lol
# diary ›
but yea its actually really good idea bc it allows me to edit and tweak and plan out still dont know if its an incredible thing i have written but its like comforting in a lot of ways
its defi scuffed Imao but maybe in a good way who knows
anywhere here is what i have written so far just finished my last exam, officially done with uni course work hope yours are
going well
and lol no worries about the response, tbh it was kind of an odd thing to send i just figured i'd update you since we talked about it. i've had a hard time knowing what and how to communicate things to you especially over text (i worry about being a nuisance and have to put a lot of intentional effort into trying to hold a balanced conversation where i don't just talk about myself or badger the recipient with questions). i feel a lot of messy emotions around you (admiration, intimidation, [constructive] envy [with a correlated humiliation in the acknowledgement of my (perceived) deficiency], unmatched existential relatability, attraction?) and that
# diary ›
communication is prolly not a terrible thing? but tbf its not exactly 'minimum' lol i imagine for most ppl its odd to be bombarded with a whole thing after limited interaction for months in between type thing but i love it personally citation: peiwen
willow 5/6/23, 19:09
also the parenthetical with the 'empty signifier' is the most recent addition and the one im least confident in Imfao might just delete it altogether
willow 5/6/23, 19:21
also holy shit the last time kasey and i actually physically saw one another was like late october