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hell yea, ur life is so sick i’ve been wanting to re-read simce the day i first finished but idk when im gonna get 50 hours within a reasonable time frame again lol

plato just came all over the floor

🙋‍♀️ (tho my eyes wish the color of the image was more dark mode friendly, i keep flash banging myself 😭)

i love being sedentary
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i will die of blood clots smiling from ear to ear

you’re sooo real miss nat v good high school album





i’m biphobic

jonas linking shoebill woaaa

bsky.app/profile/did:... bsky.app/profile/did:... bsky.app/profile/did:... like sometimes i just say things because i think they're conceptually/hypothetically funny and then i get worried i give the wrong impressions.
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and like concretely in this case, i'm bad right, i don't make anything special, i'm not prideful of my work, but i do want to be good, i get frustrated when i find something that works but lacks elegance, i get motivated and passionate about the modest and ugly things i do create, and embarrassed
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when i make mistakes or don't understand something as much as i'd like. i admire greatness, and i'm incredibly fortunate that there's an abundance of it to go around in my circles. i don't want to simply be the conduit for some pathetic thing or dispassionately churn out uninspiring mediocrity.
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i'm nearly certainly hardcore overthinking as usual, and this is clearly more of an issue of personal self-confidence and frustration with inadequacy; but that just makes it all the more awkward to even joke about, when i so clearly haven't earned it.
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i'm fearful i won't be able to cultivate the right drives and powers to ever earn it, but i'm going to continue doing fun things when i can. i won't be great and that's fine, but at minimum i hope to be able participate.
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oh to be clear i’m not saying that was about me, im just saying it made me sensitive to the potential of being interpreted in such a way

yeah this is just my normal room actually
mirror selfie from danii’s apartment

lying on the internet is fun until people believe me

parallel vibecoding 😌

miserable fuck gang 🥳


classic soap stoicism posting




:( gonna be so sad when i get back

getting notified of my digital rights like never before


just shamelessly farming engagement actually

i thought this said clairo like the artist and was gonna say “harsh but fair”

dreary mentioned 🖤

tell me about it sister !

i have a few anecdotes i always think about from the male anorexia book i read… developing an eating disorder as a response to being gay will never not be funny to me
understanding anorexia nervosa in males, pg 100, tom wooldridge

Similarly, researchers have suggested that some males with anorexia nervosa experience pre-morbid homosexual panic (Crisp, 1967; Dally & Gomez, 1979). As their sexuality begins to take shape, males may be frightened by attraction to other males, and the elimination of sexual desire achieved through severe weight loss may protect them from confronting this fact. However, this hypothesis is not applicable to all males with anorexia nervosa; indeed, in my clinical experience some young men attempt extreme weight loss in an attempt to become more sexually attractive to other males. The relationship between male anorexia
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holy shit i love andrew tate now

baiting u into reading by describing you in increasingly baffling and obscure ways



like istg im developing a noble savage view of eris
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you’re just always cooking bloomfie

“why can’t you be unemployed like juliet” unrealistic beauty standards ☹️
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i’m trying my best 🥲