ok but have you considered

ikr i’d fuck me too

post a you from a different era

i was cuter as a twink

i forgive u

zamn

flirting with her on teams

pretend like this is flirting

i’m tired and sad you have to grant me creative liberty

i refuse to believe 88% of women would react positively to a real blacksmith

tho the way the question is phrased it’s more like, is the hobby attractive in the abstract

can i hold ur hand

sorry

i’ve decided to give up on aspiring to intelligence. i’m far behind and my improvements are at such a pathetic rate. it doesn’t matter if it’s circumstance or deficient character, it’s a waste to try. i’ll be happier giving up, and you’d be sparing them the secondhand embarrassment. avoid failure.

if only it were that simple. you’ll suffer and fail, and that’s okay. it’ll be humiliating, and yes it’d be better if you didn’t have friends, had more time/energy, and hadn’t made horrendous life choices. you won’t be great or even good, and you’ll be sad, but you’ll persist.

i don’t want to. i’m sorry.

i like the way jules uses “such” the same way i like 2022 kasey’s use of “rather”

yea absolutely, part of the point of the post was to draw attention to the distinction between my actual enjoyment and my evaluation, in a somewhat self-critical mode (of my current self’s evaluation), or at least raise suspicion

i’m still just kinda ambivalent about it all. i can appreciate the positive memories, but they’re accompanied by a twinge of sadness because of the broader context that i now see them embedded within. and i can appreciate that sadness in its own way too, but it’s not the same

in general though i’m not too keen on focusing on discrete memories or moments as a reflection of the relationship. i usually frame things through the lens of the individual and their virtues, and moments are just instantiations of their more general admirable traits.

the focus is on “the type of person that would do x thing”. again that’s just more of a descriptive summary of how i normally think about these things, idrk how i evaluate it

(also, this thinking pattern explains OP, with the focus on the person’s character and not the memories. i like the ambiguity of negating the existence of positive memories, but that doesn’t necessarily mean that the memories are negative)

i spent like 4 hours today banging my head into the wall troubleshooting until i found 4 distinct issues all at once

we’re boycore today

i actually think this is exactly why. i don’t feel safe being not a man when there are men around

“i like your vibe” and it’s a cannon event

snowkase

right above this is: (lol,lmao)

my diary is so cool i should use it more

snowkase

i don’t have many fond memories of my exes, but i do have mostly positive evaluations of all of them

to be clear the lack of fond memories are largely due to my perspective being soured by the evaluation of my past self as pretty miserable. the subjective experience of myself at the time is mostly irrelevant

why is my computer running like shit? oh, windows defender decided to start scanning every file in the background, nice.

Scan lasted 50 minutes 16 seconds (before cancelled) 845679 files scanned murder

yeah that’s the meme :^)

dw this christmas im asking for a pine phone

i think i had one iphone before my current, and i’ve had it for 3 years. both were christmas gifts from parents

your inbox: 481 items 🙂

i feel fucking disgusting. winter is a sensitive and reflective time for me. i must have been better off a year ago, but that can’t be right. my retrospective evaluation is warped. i have never been happy, and i never will be (hopefully).

yap yap yap shitta

welcome back to the true dreary dot bsky dot social fans

i knew you’d know how to do this lmao

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i’m temporally distorted

and scared to read

i tried to do this with my first linux install and failed miraculously

defi yapped too much

i can’t speak to your past (maybe you needed some unsavory roles at the time), but i definitely feel that those functions wouldn’t benefit you any longer