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choking myself and the constriction and tightness is comforting, but I run into an ugly feature (features) of my neck and it’s disgusting and now i wanna cry
im embarrassed and stupid and trying im sorry
resolving already solved and trivial problems in worse ways, it never gets old
cry more homo, you’re just dumb and have art school dropout energy with none of the creativity. you have no teleology except Labor, and should be grateful to be alienated from your species-being - it’s the only purpose you serve. you’re pathetic, whiny, and privileged. shut the fuck up.
1 repliesBut fr I kinda get it now why there’s so much dogshit philosophy, it’s excruciating to come up with a modicum of wisdom under modern conditions
I’m so hype about it being dark earlier now
aspirationally gaunt
i'm self conscious about my typing speed
i like to save old code i write - even if its worthless and unproductive, i enjoy having a historical record of the failure
golden age of lofi pre-over-saturation was super comfy, its charming and quaint looking back
installing 12 firefox forks and replicating my config just to feel something
she understood and appreciated me in ways no one has since
i’m severely dehydrated and haven’t eaten all day, too much work to do today to bother with these corporeal trivialities
… but now i hav headache 🤕
today is not gonna be fun
also when bsky getting gifs
i have not slept and just impulsively bought a new ssd
i don’t care that I’m more “outgoing” in some cases and that it has some benefits. Like yeah I’ve acquired some new powers of course, but at the expense of crowding out others, and these powers are not primarily serving my interests. pro-sociality is cancer, i want to go back home. not safe here.
depressed low-t bitches stay winning - more time to wallow in despair and ruminate on all my imperfections
*gets 4 hours of sleep*
*spends 9 hours in a heightened state of anxiety and dread at work*
“Why am i so tired?”
i need to start archiving shit i love online more often. every time something goes down that i once cherished i feel enormous loss
wait fuck the fist is on the wrong side LOL
you gotta respect incelcore for ardently refusing to subsume itself into bedroom punk; the rejection of defanging is a constitutive element of its identity
I don’t really like Ceika’s explanation of unproductive labor. He makes it sound like you can just directly produce a good or service and exchange in exchange for money and since there isn’t an actual distinct capitalist therefore it’s not capital?? Self-employed people can still do productive labor
2 repliesAlso it’s rly curious that the abundance of quotes suddenly dries up when he gets to explaining the specifics of unproductive labor 🧐 hmmm we will never know the reason
To be more clear I should have said “not valorizing” instead of “not capital” - the “it” was a little ambiguous
this vid is so funny bc it's babies first philosophy, lit theory, and theology all wrapped into one and presented as complex and deep while being weirdly laudatory of a very standard (and underwhelming) authorial approach
1 repliesthe real question is why do i care tho
idk ig its just funny to see impassioned and fervent argumentation for lines of thinking that have had clear rebuttals since antiquity