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lol pretty much, that's just what youtube autocaptioning reads like

sorry for the subpar posting spam tonight bloomfies apparently that's my chosen method right now for a palliative remedy attempt for my pain: focusing my negative emotional energies into a creative project of fixation. even if the result is pathetic and ineffectual, the pragmatic role is significant

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btw in case anyones concerned im clean tn, just knew what to ctrl+f in the transcript

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Nietzsche lecture by Prof. Raymond Geuss 5/7

This is the last lecture series on Nietzsche given by Prof. Raymond Geuss (Faculty of Philosophy) at the University of Cambridge in 2013.

soupchi - never knew exactly what i wanted

willowJan 22, 2024

also f o r e v e r - Untitled 97

We can say without fear of contradiction that some delusion/obsessive illusion has always gone ahead and illuminated the path to any large form of structuring of human communal life

idk this isn’t actually true, i just get self destructive urges and wanna externalize my pain. i don’t even mind the negative emotions themselves, i just moreso resent the fact that i don’t have the time available to wallow properly and let myself process them

*fast food documentary narrator voice* in todays fast paced economy consumers are demanding quick and convenient self harm options - whether it be cutting or alcoholism, burning or binging, this super mom can stop by for a quick fix between the office and susie’s soccer practice

i’m exceptionally bad at handling negative emotions in a healthy way

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the quote at the start of this chapter is actually quite nice. i like that geuss affirms the utopian impulse

sorry for being cringe i can’t turn it off

i did the thing the other day where i reposted something i liked for a little while and then took it down. gotta say, felt powerful. my page feels pure

yoink my brand now - i own all that i possess the strength to appropriate stirner etc

check the date darling, i was becoming a normie independent of your influence <3 unless u mean yw for me being on bsky at all, in which case grrrr yes true

wdym?

i’m kind of a crybaby for this but some people i work very closely with are getting their flexible work options taken away and listening to her talk about working on fridays and paying another thousand dollars a month in daycare was honestly kinda crushing.

yes getting the obvious out of the way: blah blah privilege blah blah she’s white and getting paid a shit ton anyway, the daycare is probably racist, her critique is oriented around a somewhat silly metric

but like that’s all irrelevant and comparative suffering is stupid. i fucking hate the abstract social domination of capital and the coercion and violence it inflicts. and the brutal and blunt particularity of this case being personal just makes me feel such despair.

in a lot of ways the very concrete concerns expressed make it all the more depressing. there exists this world-permeating system of subtle compulsion, and yet the main thing you can focus on is daycare.

i ate in front of someone today

still haven’t sorted out my feelings about it

pat pat too many fun things to do x3

i already slept! grrr you have classes now you have to sleep

boy friendship can be so cute and wholesome and endearing

i sometimes forget how long it’s been since i’ve had a male companion i respect. plenty of boys i’ve admired and spent time with, but haven’t had a true guy friend since maybe elementary school, and even that was rather stilted.

then again maybe i’m overthinking and setting too high of a bar. idk, i just don’t remember a time i’ve been able to be both vulnerable/comfortable and hold a boy in high regard as an “equal” in some sense.

i’m really glad i avoid fandom culture bc everyone is just wrong about things i care about in extraordinarily uninteresting ways

yes this is about the staggering amount of braindead lain fans as usual, parz had the correct take

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Time to come out as who I really am...

jk ranting about lain ww. if my brain indexs an incorrect word it's just because of a stack overflow error not bc im stupid or anything ^_^thumb: https://fil...

i’m still following a producer that struck gold in a short-lived experimental phase two years ago in hopes that they stop making trap remixes and return to gods chosen path

mhmmm likely story

“literally wtf is this… oh nvm checks out”

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watch this video to instantly cure your eating disorder (working 2019)

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the legendary PICKY EATER rant

i want a giant lady to eat me, guess ill try some veggieswww.twitch.tv/northernlionStream ID: 1510029692Stream date: 06-21-2022#northernlion #clips

/hj like something about the tone of food neutrality mixed with light judgement and banter is actually rather refreshing

unironically reminds me of my old ED therapist (s/o susan luv ya babe)

pleasantries and professionalism bleed the human spirit dry

i look so cute today eeeee

i haven’t watched northernlion since gungeon nearly 8 years ago but omg he’s like the perfect comfy content slop guy

this experiment has been disastrously successful. i’m uncomfortable and suspicious with how well its worked out. i fear it would not have been possible without my recent normification. what a distasteful misfortune.

1k posts and two months more - it sounds dramatic but bsky has sincerely been life changing for me, albeit mostly indirectly

willowNov 13, 2023

top 10 worst takes all time

disk space is incredibly cheap (though not always passed along to the consumer), local storage is so much more efficient and performant than fetching everything all the time, programs wouldn’t take up so much space if they weren’t literal browsers, it’s fucked for people with slow internet,

and yeah normies sure love their web apps and hate using computer but

like let’s be real those desires don’t come from nowhere, and are massively reinforced by a whole apparatus of corporate interests hostile to their own

FLCL is such a masterpiece

can’t sleep so just rewatched