i was telling kasey but this skeet was accly about the stupid fedi guys (not elixie, i hadn’t seen her posts at all at the time). as in, dumb fedi guys aren’t gonna negatively polarize me into uncritically backing b sky bsky.app/profile/did:...

ducking and weaving keywords, as best i can, hope it’s enough

tho like fwiw i dont envy their position, but this individ instance (as usual) is not really the central focus of mattering for anything

whatever criticisms i have arent like “you fools! i would have handled mîssissippi law way different, obviously”. its always the meta level discussion that emerges

i like the shape of the proto very much i hope it pops off and locks in

not really holding my breath tho

clairvoyant bsky.app/profile/did:... @notmyfifth.bsky.social

btw here are the rules

“i will not be negatively partisan” i tell myself, eye twitching while scrolling the skyline

you're so unbelievably real for this

im watching my instant death ability is overpowered and all i can think about is ayana

first as tragedy, second as farce

more people should talk about how choosing an anime pfp is an act of appropriation, in the valorizing stirner sense

i’m love my kasey puppy so munch

she’s smart and fun

it’s painfully bright outside, time to go back indoors

it’s interesting to see jonas struggle with a lot of similar emotions that i have (even somewhat recently), but basically see the thought patterns as alien

i don’t feel proud but i do feel confident enough

pragmatism is so wacky

i oscillate too but im here again (and chill abt it instead of agitated)

yo holy shit i found an abandoned office this is fucking flames

NO WAY LMAO another eating disorder girlie walked in the room to hide in shame and got so flustered that i was here

she dropped her stuff and apologized and scurried away lol, poor girl

i’m mega coasting rn and the only way i can screw it up is by getting caught for the same thing i did before

hit me

hm someone had a hyphenated vietnamese name and i referred to them with the full first name but now i see people leaving out the second half. i’m not sure if it’s me or them making the mistake or what they’re actually comfortable with since i don’t work closely with them. should have just used @

but that’s also cucked and cringe idk

to be clear “mistake” is kinda clunky, i just mean in all likelihood they’re prolly chill and are somewhat used to it but it’s still like eye-roll annoying, and

there’s a difference between “yea i tolerate my name being shortened bc it’s easier for the mayo monkeys” and “lol why are you being so formal with my full name it ain’t that deep”

i’m resisting your characterization

i haven’t been taking my daily vitamin d supplement because i don’t like swallowing it

throat game weak

i don’t wanna go back to meetings

they basically all got cancelled today tho

yay linux adventures

and back to comfy clothes :)

i wanna be held by someone other than kasey

grr kasey remove me from the feed

i think my next financial plans are to build up a larger emergency fund (should maintain minimum of 10k in bank, ultimately probably closer to 15k), consolidate investments (once the market is in a better spot), increase auto-invest amounts / share of income going to savings

i really do have an incredible amount of time, i can do cool things

genuinely tho i have to forget others exist it makes it miserable to try

idk why i said parsing u know what i meant

i keep considering msging dinah but she’s all occupied with a different life rn and none of it interests me

chatting with annie casually is fun

i still fucking hate how work structures my time but i will not be dwelling on this

it’s not difficult right now it’s just an annoying obstacle

honestly though i wouldn’t mind

it would have just made all of this more complicated lol