lowkey tho i did well on this meeting, i got decently lucky on knowing metric definitions and things like that

the worst part by far was leading my TCs to the wrong location, that building map is so confusing blegh bri

but yea otherwise were pretty chill, i navigated reports a little oddly but thats because they had cucked custom copies

i hate our reporting team so much dude ugh

coparenting calls with julie are nice

i’m fucking myself so hard on sleep tho >.>

lucky timing i happened to scroll through my other feeds hehe

banger banger banger

trust me i’m just as annoyed as you are

not sure how to feel now that i’m leaked but this has been good for me so i think im gonna keep going

i was always kinda posting in mind that it was inevitable and as long as julie and kasey can play along i can too

i think i wanna try hegel again

worried about persistence but i think its really important i do so

i need dialectics more than ever and its simply untrue that i only had one chance to learn

plan is to wrap up dotes 24hr vlog to complete current project then start phenomenology with sadler vid companions. ambitiously i'm hoping to finish by end of year. i should live tweet it to reinforce learning and make mistakes

genuinely wishing u the best

wow this game is really boring as a hand stim, maybe time for 2 week minecraft arc?

weird ow interaction w yufe. q'd into one another while he was grouped on alt. already kinda embarrassed bc low elo. they rolled us obvi, after he inv to group. they already had a tank and my supp was unranked so yufe woulda had to supp so i left group. awkward

it's a shame to repeat sharp things as blurry

worse to express blurry things before they can become sharp

i hope juliet doesnt acknowledge she has seen these

i'm choosing dotesmite thinking right now

i'm glad i got to watch these now

amor fati?

i don't like that the people i'm around are afraid of appearing weak. i don't like the moments where they make me feel tepid about appearing weak (this is mostly around tech). you misread me, i'm not trying to be correct. i'm trying to connect with you (this is mostly about philosophy).

"a vlog can never be forward thinking"

- dotesmite, "behold, the lovegod", 4:35:00

rorty was my last companion

the time for nietzsche is not now

i don't have theses anymore

i was glad not to be recording audios, im glad to go back to not doing so

i want to observe i dont want to contribute

to be clear im choosing to emphasizing the positive side, "i don't" was for clarification but was saying too much

freaking kasey dox

:) i like new juliet

i’m so glad she recorded more

too many white bitches in my life

it’s my own damn fault but still

this was a joke referencing the story julie told about walking to the airbnb after her flight and it was tiring and sweaty and they still wasted no time fucking once they arrived

i’m anxious for this meeting with Important People and don’t know what to expect, but really i just want to reply to juliet

i’m not sure what i’d say but she matters

this outfit is absolutely serving cone tits

oh the share button changed, idk if i like that

also ringer

donnie for juliet

haven’t been eating well lately. not having a meta is really difficult

it obviously affects a lot too and idk, just an additional layer of misery

it’ll be ok, i’ll go grocery shopping tonight or something