this is such a silly post to have something so important in the backlinks

what's a good slur for a beaver that won't stop crashing

yea this piece of shit i gotta get something better lmfao

there is a willow quote for everything, and only one person will know how to unearth them at the appropriate time

it's made slightly less impressive when you take into account those are not deleted posts

you have first dibs on prog willow for sure, i’m not cruel enough to force you into the corn fields tho so i’ll prolly leg it to france

that is unless you get on squeaking terms with our favorite mouse

dw tho this won’t happen again until the woke left puts me on prog, i’ve acclimated to the e now

i thought you were referencing the one call 😭

it’s true, i’m not allowed to roleplay as a pathetic sub when you have actually reduced me to that before

hey you said it would be our secret >.<

there’s some beautiful irony in the fact that this has been my status for months, but no one has been able to see it

some of you have heard me screaming anyway, even when no sound escaped my lips. you matter most to me.

kasey is a genius

someone shoot me if i start posting little alien guys tho

i love the ancient pic i have for redirector

i’m not allowed to quote this one but it’s cute and true

i know you’re not supposed to but i put my sneakers in the dryer after my rain adventure and now they’re snug and cozy

i’m not even being clever like they’re too tight or something, somehow they do feel warmer and softer but maybe it’s just my imagination

it’s like a warm towel for my feet, even tho they aren’t warm anymore

shitty personal microframeworks ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ),٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

my estimation is a lotta vagueposting affection for u after the jules crossover, like if you search thru my posts there for “futur” i kinda enjoyed keeping an eye on u, even beyond the compersion

lmfao i love you goeo you fuckin retard

i think i’m being contradictory in a counterproductive way. i’m scared of clarity. im scared of permanence. things are changing around me and im struggling to keep up. like ollie is gone from normal bsky operations and i dont know how to handle that.

i can’t be passive with others but that’s all i want rn. and if i wanna get to space where i can actually be passive with others it feels like i have to make irrecoverable changes to the structure of our relationship and that sucks

idk what to do w dinah or annie rn, and thinking too concretely makes me nauseous. eva and aurora are weird cases. hailey is a perpetual oddity. i miss anna but i fucked things up. cinny is complex but i like that we’re tight when we talk. kasey kat is poggers. im glad muen and i don’t hang anymore

but it’s kinda rough if that’s the destiny of all my relationships

i’m still sorry danii

i don’t really like your friends tho

it’s cute that futur and i are homies now, i like the distance we’re at

it’s weird i’m doing this now, considering i have basically nothing to say. it’ll probably last like a few hours, same as all my other overdramatic flailings. i’m irritable and just wanna do fun things. work is not fun things

i do kinda wanna get my voice back tho, i don’t like how ive been speaking. making judgement calls is really hard. i don’t wanna hurt ppl but i also i’m not really compatible with what u want from me

even now i’m vagueposting what the heckers

i just mean that i wanna be alone rn and i wanna work on fun projects and be learning things and instead im locked in a cube and being too much of a shallow social butterfly

“none of you deserve juliet” vibes but in an insecure and non-self-aggrandizing way that has nothing to do with deservedness and no bitterness or ill will

but yknow i’m being not sharp enough there. i do genuinely feel a lot of disgust and want to be away from nearly everyone. but it’s not really all that personal, i do like you, i just don’t want more chores and the dose is too high

tho it’s unreasonable and i recognize that. but i gotta stop tripping over myself and just say shit sometimes

or yknow make peace with not saying shit

pow* wow, whatever man

i need a freakin kasey pop wow blawg. my head is messy in a way she cuts through

i miss my bitch wife !!

yay hi chat2

context: i blocked all my followers and follows and y’all are whitelisted

grrrr electron grumble grumble stay out of my mimeapps.list

fuck you

i can live with this