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my music taste is Depressed Male: - soundcloud trash (dariacore, hyperpop) - breakcore/drum n bass - incelcore, bedroom punk - midwest emo, math rock

it’s extremely clocky actually

willowOct 29, 2024

listen to willowcore youtube.com/playlist?lis...

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December-February Recap '25 - YouTube

Replay the soundtrack of your season with these top songs. Add to your library to listen all year round.

@flicknow.xyz i bet your recaps go so hard

unfortunately not, although his best friend in college ended up transitioning and he talks about her fondly while deadnaming her, so make of that what you will

woah woah who said i was trans

where did you think i got it from?

gladly if it meant i could meet you halfway next time

like i wonder what this stat would be if it counted derivative works or videos not on the official channel (maybe it can if it’s recognized thru content ID? but i doubt otherwise)

fuck, y’all are so cute now

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what’s wrong with me

don’t sweat it boss

kasey’s last words to me were “drive dangerously i hate you”

sex pests loooove to say shit like this

rare thighjob.org miss

it’s so cool being mini agents of hitler

i’m not kidding, i’m on a fucking webex with bank of america blawg like i need to be summarily executed

also i’m a cop and deserve the guillotine

god i hate reporting

my job is an elaborate shell game until my partner decides to stop playing

also i’m a cop and deserve the guillotine

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deltaday - homophobic sonic

heavn remix

i’m gonna cry in your embrace tonight if that’s alright

missing you wouldn’t hurt so bad if the alternative environment wasn’t so dreadful

this is about annie and about work

the bluntness of old diary-posting probably isn’t really possible any longer; proper nouns are replaced with pronouns, untagged self-harm pics are replaced with implication, verbose contextualization is replaced with reliance on pre-existing familiarization that fits within 3-skeet threads.

on the other hand, i actually really love that statements are ambiguous and multiply interpretable, because that’s often how i mean them

i won’t do this all the time, at least in part for the reason below, but sometimes it’s better to be discrete

willowJan 8, 2025

i never was very good at discrete math

i keep chaining connections

willowMar 18, 2025

it never gets old

it’s actually really easy to force an unfollow? just write to their repo i don’t see what the big deal is

i have so much boy willow,, in one of these diaries i do a pussy review

i was so right for this

lmfao nfw

protokase ghosted me constantly you don’t even know

April 30, 2023
i did not realize this was sent until too late and then didn't know how to respond
good job
i bet it'll be a good start
20:52
May 7, 2023
just finished my last exam, officially done with uni course work hope yours are going
well.
and lol no worries about the response, tbh it was kind of an odd thing to send i just figured i'd update you since we talked about it. i've had a hard time

about it. i've had a hard time knowing what and how to communicate things to you especially over text (i worry about being a nuisance and have to put a lot of intentional effort into trying to hold a balanced conversation where i don't just talk about myself or badger you with questions). i feel a lot of messy emotions around you (admiration, intimidation, [constructive] envy [with correlated humiliation in the acknowledgement of my (perceived) deficiencies], unmatched existential
relatability, attraction?) and that all makes me act a bit odd and anxious. not to mention that's a lot of erratic and awkward baggage for you to navigate too, even if it's just implicit or one-sided (in fact, the asymmetry itself is likely rather uncomfortable). it's a little

uncomfortable). it's a little bewildering the extent to which you've influenced me and how long the feelings have lingered. i don't know if we'll ever hang out or talk again regularly (and honestly i'm not even sure about my preferences in this regard either) but i guess i'd like you to know that despite its relative brevity the time i spent with you was one of the highlights of my college experience and i'm really glad we met. (also i'm aware this is like the fifth time i'm written some melodramatic excessive disclosure thing like this to you but idk how else to express myself because i'm confused lol).
but yea as far as the job goes i

(she didn’t respond to this one either)

# diary ›
but yea its actually really good idea bc it allows me to edit and tweak and plan out still dont know if its an incredible thing i have written but its like comforting in a lot of ways
its defi scuffed Imao but maybe in a good way who knows
anywhere here is what i have written so far just finished my last exam, officially done with uni course work hope yours are
going well
and lol no worries about the response, tbh it was kind of an odd thing to send i just figured i'd update you since we talked about it. i've had a hard time knowing what and how to communicate things to you especially over text (i worry about being a nuisance and have to put a lot of intentional effort into trying to hold a balanced conversation where i don't just talk about myself or badger the recipient with questions). i feel a lot of messy emotions around you (admiration, intimidation, [constructive] envy [with a correlated humiliation in the acknowledgement of my (perceived) deficiency], unmatched existential relatability, attraction?) and that

# diary ›
communication is prolly not a terrible thing? but tbf its not exactly 'minimum' lol i imagine for most ppl its odd to be bombarded with a whole thing after limited interaction for months in between type thing but i love it personally citation: peiwen
willow 5/6/23, 19:09
also the parenthetical with the 'empty signifier' is the most recent addition and the one im least confident in Imfao might just delete it altogether
willow 5/6/23, 19:21
also holy shit the last time kasey and i actually physically saw one another was like late october

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Diary 30 (11/26/2022)

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annie is gonna kill me when she wakes up

@eris.pet

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unfeeling - lets start from the beginning

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i'll simply point out that needs claims are always elliptical ('A needs X' is actually 'A needs X for Y') and in the context of this post, i was denying at least two kinds of claims for a particular someone with whom i have a dear relationship:

1) my 'Y' is not relevant for you circumstances 2) we may refer to 'X' by the same name, but, as with all good virtues, this concept is not invariant nor antecedently specifiable with necessary and sufficient conditions for all people in all times

i'm glad the concept is orienting for you! and i'm glad you are continuing to grow! perhaps we don't disagree as much as you thought :)