there was actually an ongoing brawl between a pack of homeless men and some police officers in front of a grocery store that i rolled into but i couldn’t turn the bike around
at one point last night i literally said “you should @ mary i bet she found something that works”
turns out my goat is no match for the likes of grim/slurp 😔
i had a nightmare that i was riding a bicycle (with kasey in the passenger seat) but the pedals didn’t work, and then i got mauled by a homeless man and fell off
The only thing that can perhaps be said is that the good life today would consist in resistance to the forms of bad life that have been seen through… other than this negative prescription no guidance can be envisaged.
But the thesis of this paradox leads to destruction, a loveless disregard for things which necessarily turns against people too; and the antithesis, no sooner uttered, is an ideology for those wishing with a bad conscience to keep what they have. Wrong life cannot be lived rightly.
this is not some retarded “no ethical consumption under capitalism” shit, this is cause for agonizing and active despair for any step you make. suicide would be the correct solution, if it were not so self-serving.
with all of my partners (with the exception of my first middle school gf), i only propositioned people romantically when they basically asked me to ask them out. it’s a pretty nerve-racking thing to do so i think it’s really impressive when people go out of their way (as long as it’s respectful ofc)